B – Blessed/Beauty
E – Extraordinary/Exquisite
A – Authentic
U – Unblemished
T – Treasured/Trustworthy
I – Irriplaceable
F – Favoured
U – Unbreakable
L – Loving
I was Blessed with Beauty that surpasses all understanding
An Extraordinary and Exquisite gem I am.
Authentic and Unblemished was i meant to be.
Treasured and Irreplaceable was I meant to be.
Favoured and highly Favoured was this body meant to be.
Unbreakable in all dimensions and Loving in all understanding and capacity.
But i allowed you to break this structure
My mind races to find meaning but I have been staring at the meaning all my life.
It’s unfortunate i allowed my insecurities to blind me.
you may have broken every symbol, syllable, and fragment that represents this word in me
but know that, I am taking it back.
Back to the place it was always meant to be and stay “my heart”.
I take back every meaning of the word, every broken fragment and piece them together.
For I was made to be whole, a beautiful gem never to be broken by you again.
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